Almost 2 month ..no write here..
VERY..VERY 222 PACKED time..
constrain of time ..
All of these due to my work load has increased now..
I had repeated my IELTS exam for second time...
Then.. spent time with Ex-SPM student for about a week..
Stay at Kota Bharu for 4 days..
Let me so exhausted with promotion and workssss...
But happy because i still can give suggestion and advices to those students with love..
then..return home with worry about my result...
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Story about my IELTS result..
Once i return home.i think that time is around 6pm..of course totally tired due sat in the Van for 4 hour. my legs so cramped..
I go prayed then..had decide to go to Cybercafe (well my home no internet for awhile...how pathetic i looks).. that time already late..around 650pm..i felt afraid but eager to know the results...When i reach at cyberCafe..i booked for a PC..i had tried key in the User and Pasword..
Oh my God...about more than 20 times i try ...all my passwords that familiar with me..but still i cannot recall the password for result...WHY2222..WHAT THAT meaning
i gave up and return home..After Maghrib..there was raining but i still excited to find the result..So, i go back to CyberCafe..but then..still22222..I felt so tense and stress with my fatigue condition due to long journey...
Then ..i give up..Just for HIM wish for my result
The next day..I woke up quite late..then i try to claim down for awhile by planning to clean my house before go to cybercafe..
Suddenly..when hanging up the clothes..i look up at the post box and so surprise that my hardcopy result had been posted to me.
I looked at the result without any clue in mind...OF COURSE...Its totally surprise..
PERHAP i OVERCONFIDENT..OVEREXCITED...BECAME SPEECHLESS..LOST...NO IDEA at all..No tears ..no feeling..
Oh How come..I dont know what should ido now.. no ideas at all..
Very frustrated...
Then..I called my mu UM..Of course my utmost supporter but i became totally speechless Because my mum asked how come you got this result..Then,...i felt tears was going out from my eyes..I cannot talk anymore..ONLY said "SORRY MUMMY"..
Then..my utmost best Frendszzzz..both of them surely the person and place where i can release all my emotions and feels..even sometimes i secretive person..
Close here for MARCH story..
The sadness of MARCH ..
Just let it go by times...
Since i very busy in lately..for second time outstation..
NOW--go to GUA MUSANG for induction course for 3 days...
Oh..VERY PACKED SCHECULE...
For 3 days..i try to release my tense and take a mood in order to find the ideas...
In early journey.. we passed by Kuala Lipis and return through Felda ARing and pass by Taik Kenyir..
SubhanAllah.. So awesome..So beautifull..Gorgeous place...
However..unfortunately...it is raining..so we not dropped by..
Return home in late night bout 10pm.
Even exhausted, i need attended another internal course for 2 days...
UShhhhh..surely exhausted but excited
Finally ..i take a leave for 5 days after that...
Spent time and release tension with all my lovely nephews and nieces..
Fell peace and happy even i still in afraid condition...
